bluelovesorange: (osamu mukai)
about to crawl into bed early, for a change, as I officially did not sleep on Thursday evening - went to bed at about 4 in the morning (because when I got home early to begin my three day weekend, I crashed into my bed for a two hour nap). Sleep, it's what's for dinner.

But a happy early 4th of July to my fellow Americans and any one who just wants an excuse to light up fireworks, drink sangria and lemonade and roast dead beasts on fire pits...and lovers of independence, obviously.

I am continuing my epic Atashinchi no Danshi rewatch (the last episode! She is soft-subbed, and I'm assuming the hardsubs will now arrive in one complete batch?)

I still need to post the second part of my Sho/Chisato squeecapspam (now with extra PS paint arrows!), commentary on the finale, and of course, finishing the commentathon.

A teaser for [livejournal.com profile] wistfulmemory for your prompt "gypsy"(though I'm kind of approaching it backwards, I think)

wandering star )

and a bit from my sequel to Some kind of happily ever after.

home is just another word for you )

good night, try not to set yourselves or any free-standing wooden attractions on fire.
bluelovesorange: (brothers Ookura)
in case you were wondering

[1] A house is not a home
[2] Little Boxes
[3] Happy Family
[4] And I believe this is what they call the chase
[5]These broken days won't last forever
[6] Some kind of happily ever after

All are one shots, with the exception of 5, which may be expanded further. All are finished, with varying degrees of gen and shippiness, and 6 is an ode to the almighty OT7 (you will be assimilated). Oh, and of course I'm still working on finishing the prompts in my comment ficathon in an earlier entry. :D

However you spell it, the Ohkuras are the most awesome family ever.

ETA: like Shark Week, it's Atadan week in my LJ. I'm sure this mania will pass....like the sands through an hourglass.

ETA2: I suddenly have a backlog of comments - I'm reading everything, and will get back to you
bluelovesorange: (robo kdrama)
Photobucket

all of my AtaDan fic to date (with more on the way, this show has sort of spurred something within me)

Happy Family 1/1: Mother's Day at Trick Heart Castle

Little Boxes 1/1: Drabbles

A House is not a Home 1/1: the very first fic I wrote, with what I thought the characterizations might turn out.

Tomorrow, subs out for episode 5! Capsflail to follow.
bluelovesorange: (Default)

Title: True North (1/1)

Disclaimer: I don't own these characters, NTV, the original author of the novel do, but this is based on the dorama.

Rating: G

Genre: Gen, and if you squint, you could certainly take away some 'shippiness from it.

Notes: This is more of a drabble, and in a fandom I've loved, but never written for.

Dedicated to [personal profile] snowfire and [profile] kitsune714





bluelovesorange: (d-blame)
ETA: Yeah, this was supposed to be on 07.07.07, but that didn't quite happen.


You know, what I wanted to post here today was a picture, a picture of Kurosagi and Tsurara on their wedding day. Because yes, he's messed up, obsessed with revenge to the exclusion of almost everything else, and she desperately wants to save him from himself, and damn it, those two crazy kids are in love with each other, even if Kurosaki would rather cut out his own tongue then admit to it, and Tsurara has sleepless nights over words she should have/shouldn't have said, and they're not conventional in any sense - but I can't help but think that despite all of that, Kurosaki's got a traditional streak running through him a mile long and sooner or later, he'd ask The Question.

And since today has been dubbed unofficially The One Day where (nearly) everyone gets married because of the lucky connotations, I thought, how perfect. Tsurara would be wearing a red cheongsam (because occasionally I like to give a shout out to my Chinese roots) with the gold phoenix (ooooo symbolism. Also, really pretty - I love wedding cheongsams.) and Kurosaki would be wearing his standard black, except he would have a red tie that matched Tsurara's cheongsam. And they would be hugging each other, REAL HUGGING and not pseudo barely touching enough to drive the ANGST FACTOR through the roof, and Tsurara would be looking over her shoulder and smiling, and Kurosaki's chin would be resting on top of her head and he would have his eyes closed and there would just be this peaceful look on his face, and now I am incoherent to the point of tears, because my drawing ability has degenerated to nil and I can SEE THIS IN MY HEAD. And it's so frustating that I can't make the image in my head correspond to the lines on the paper!

Never mind the 'entirely too emotionally invested in fake people and their fake epic love' dilemna - hell, I still carry a torch for Laurie/Jo from Little Women, and we all know how that turned out.

So I couldn't do my picture on today's date. But then, Kurosaki doesn't believe in luck.

So I wrote a little scenario for their (fake) wedding day.

Yeah, I know. Just go with it.

once I knew how to talk to you )
bluelovesorange: (the duelist)
TITLE: Interlude (part of No Good Deed) 1/1
Fandom: Kurosagi
Disclaimer: TBS own the rights to the drama, Natsuhara Takeshi owns the manga, no copyright infringement is intended
Notes: A portion of Interlude was posted here.
It is as always, all [livejournal.com profile] kitsune714's fault. The song that inspired the title is Interlude by Timi Yuro, though most people would be familiar with the Morrissey and Siouxsie Sioux cover. Both versions found here.
Summary: Who knows if it's real or just something we're both dreaming of? Even Kurosaki knows a fairytale.

what seems like an interlude now )
bluelovesorange: (light sky)
Even though she is far away enjoying herself (as she should be), and there has been no contact between us, I would still like to state for the record, that this? and the upcoming future posts, are all [livejournal.com profile] kitsune714's fault. ALL OF IT.

In my usual non-linear way, I'm posting an interlude from the longer story, which is basically the premise that the "K" in Kurosagi really stands for Korean drama, and you know what that means: death and CRYING. However, Kurosaki and Tsurara are definitely not related, not even as cousins. For my non-kdrama friends, Korean drama is like Lifetime movies of the week for women, only with better production values, better acting (most of the time), and a lot more cancer. And mafia. And really improbable shoes for the women. And often lasting longer than two hours.

But on to the interlude!

FIC: No good deed (title of entire story, not just the interlude)
Notes: Absolutely [livejournal.com profile] kitsune714's fault. Except perhaps even she wouldn't have thought I'd go this particular route.
Summary: Even Kurosaki knows a fairytale or two.

you want a fractured fairytale? )
bluelovesorange: (maki window origami)
Title: Five futures that befall Yoshikawa Tsurara (and one of them is true) 3/5
Fandom: Kurosagi
Disclaimer: TBS own the rights to the drama, Natsuhara Takeshi owns the manga, no copyright infringement is intended
Notes: You decide which future is the true one. Future 2 is finally complete.

the one that got away )
bluelovesorange: (maki window origami)
I updated the second future with part 2 here. I'm starting to think I could write a complete fic based on the second future alone, considering how long it's getting, but part three will be the end. And then I can finally post future #3!

Maki's new spring drama airs tonight in Tokyo, and she's been cast alongside Aoi Miyazaki in a new Japanese historical serial (estimated 49 episodes!), called Atsu-hime. Maki's playing the role of an imperial princess whose childhood betrothal to a neighboring prince is broken in favor of a more political alliance with a shogun. No word on who's playing her husband.

"
bluelovesorange: (locker)
So I'm polishing the second half of Five futures's second future, while writing the third future, with notes on the fourth and fifth future planned out, and watching Kurosagi MVs on youtube - and these are things I have to confess:

1. I haven't re-watched Kurosagi in months, so the fic I'm writing? All memories of the series I have, and after checking on some of the MVs, some startlingly similar linear parallel plots. Or something. *cough*. Yes, that's exactly it. It's both AU and linear time-wise. And I like monkeys.

2. I absolutely have DVD commentary on this supposedly simple supposed to get me back in the saddle fanfic-wise writing experiment. 50 ways started out like an experiment, and then I apparently died and never wrote anything again. But really, when you have two characters that are this dynamic and all their drama comes from the things they can't say to each other, HOW CAN THERE NOT BE COMMENTARY? I will babble like the proverbial brook!

3. There are, at my last count, three Kurosagi MVs with the song "Far Away" by Nickelback as the theme. I (have made peace with the fact) like the song well enough, and it's certainly hit all the angsty notes. Still, dear MV makers: There are Other Songs.

My friend Tom writes very good ones! Or even that tried and true romcom staple, "You and Me" by Lifehouse (Grey's Anatomy, this is ALL YOUR FAULT). I need to learn how to make vids. She says, for the millionth time.

4. I have these moments where it's bloody difficult just to write for ten more minutes. Ten more minutes, and I'm wrestling with the problem of writing versus writing beautiful sentences. I have that English Major's disease (particularly vile since I majored in Creative Writing) of writing really (or wanting to write) elaborately constructed prisms of sentences and sometimes I fall in love with a turn of a word or a phrase, and it's great and it's pretty but it's sitting dead on the paper, because while it is pretty and sparkling, it is also not particularly useful. So heeding the advice of the Mokonoboo pigs, "Simple is best." I'm trying not to fall in the trap of being too 'writerly.'

5. I have wasted several hours of my life looking up Shirota Yuu on youtube. There are long lanky legs and Latin seduction music and cooking with Spanish accents and this is Yamapi's fault. He's SIX FEET TALL. I am ded, as the kids say.

6. No one dies in my fic. I'm not feeling particularly Shakespearan today.

7. I'm almost done with my carton of Quality Street. And seeing how the pound now trounces the dollar utterly, I do not think I will be re-visiting the UK any time soon. And I'm done with my Tunnock's caramel wafers. Oh my sweeties! And clotted cream. This is when I miss the UK the most.

8. I've decided on my viewing habits for the next month: I'm quitting Witch Yoo Hee until it's finished, I've started Nodame Cantabile, I'll be downloading Sexy Voice & Robo, I'm not watching Liar's Game until it's finished, I'll be downloading Proposal Daisakusen, Seito Shokun, and I'll wait for Bambino! to finish before watching. And I have my Outsiders DVDs to keep me entertained in the meantime. Of course, this could all change, but I have only so much free time and instant gratification is so much more appealing.

9. I would keel over in shock if the Rumored Next Project (there's been 'statements' made by Pi that suggest that he and Maki have signed on for another project together) if not Kurosagi 2, something that would require them to gaze longingly at each other, and you know, follow through. I would keel over in shock and then I would EXPLODE. IN SQUEE. Or if this was some alternate universe, and Johnny's Jimusho had been taken over by a non-insane control freak, that the next 'project' Yamapi and Maki were signing on for was in fact a public announcement of their relationship. Because, yes, crazy making out!

10. I've had a lot of sugar.

11. I should be writing this fic now.
bluelovesorange: (locker)
Title: Five futures that befall Yoshikawa Tsurara (and one of them is true) 2/5
Fandom: Kurosagi
Disclaimer: TBS own the rights to the drama, Natsuhara Takeshi owns the manga, no copyright infringement is intended
Notes: You decide which future is the true one. More familiar faces show up in the second half...

Never let me go )

the girl comes along and slips a key into his mouth )
I see your face again )
bluelovesorange: (maki window origami)
It's a lazy Sunday, fic posting kind of day, I feel.


Title: Five futures that befall Yoshikawa Tsurara (and one of them is true) 1/5
Fandom: Kurosagi
Disclaimer: TBS own the rights to the drama, Natsuhara Takeshi owns the manga, no copyright infringement is intended
Notes: You decide which future is the true one.

I (will not write) you love letters )
bluelovesorange: (Default)
I decided to stay up last night and print out the new stories up at alanna.net/btvs -- for bedtime reading, you understand. That was at midnight. I didn't get to bed until 1:48. *sigh*
I'm reading her stories again this time in html and sensurround stereo format -- Grant Lee Buffalo....mmmmmmm.


from xanga:

Saturday, February 23, 2002



For weeks

1:26 p.m.

My grandmother is a force of nature. She sweeps into my life daily like a hurricane, picking up things, cleaning where I don't want her to, forever tidying up when I prefer to DANCE, SLEEP, LOLL, and basically FESTER at my own choosing, in my room, amongst my things. My room varies in stages of cleanliness day to day -- from clean to clothes carpet and books all over every available levitated surface. Of course, I say There Is A System to all the mess, where I can find things and why I've left photographs out on the floor because I was in the middle of the project, and yes, I do really listen to all those CDs.

My grandmother sweeps in and makes disparaging comments about the state of my room in proportion to my living habits and prospect for a Soul Mate when I leave the nest. She brings up memories from SECOND GRADE, when a particularly ironed up and starchy teacher of mine admonished to my embarrassed mother, that the state of my desk was an utter nightmare. My grandmother put it differently. "She said you were a dirty little girl."

Yes. I am a pack rat. I form attachments, sometimes irrational, to pieces of paper and stationery supplies. I have a fairly large music collection. I hang up and fold my clothes 90% of the time, but chairs are so more convenient. And yes, I'm selfish, self absorbed, and oddly, perfectionist in my moments, and lastly, a Freak.

My mother says one of my largest flaws is that I forgive myself too easily. Well, since no one else in the family is doing that for me, I figure I only have me.

This entire post was sort of redundant, but I've been feeling...strange lately. Hollow, really. I have fits of ennui and regular churlishness, and the usual stomach crunching bouts of despair, but sometimes, I just feel ...disconnected. Like, I've heard and said it all so many times before, that it doesn't really matter anymore. That there isn't a point, because I'm stuck in a tread on a very large wheel, and it's rolling toward "suck" 90% of the time. The 12 steppers chime in, "You're in a destructive cycle, and you have to get out of it, or there's no one you can blame but yourself." Well, see, that's the thing. I have been. It's been my fault for the last 5 years.

I haven't been posting to Xanga, because I had been dabbling into livejournal. More fannishness stuff. I think I'll keep Xanga as well though, just for the fact of the interesting people I met here first. I also figure, when my 1,000 breakdown occurs and I really do go into therapy, I can print out all these posts and go to the doctor, and say, "Hey. Fix me."
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Late at night, right before my mother gets home, is a bad time to go falling in love.

Alanna updated her Buffy fic site, and there are long, illustrated Buffy/Spike stories calling to me.

It's late and I shouldn't, but Oh God, I want to.

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