when life gives you the bird, fandom gives you cookies.

[bluelovesorange]

The less said about my life currently the better, but at least fandom remembers to keep me happy (and this is the fandom lj, after all.)

Why I'm still PISSED at the producers and screenwriter of Kurosagi: The Movie (WASTE OF TIME), because they totally squandered THIS, THIS COMPLETE ADORABLENESS for the sake of putting Yamapi in a few hundred terrible wigs 'disguises'. YOU TOTALLY FAILED THAT TIME, JAPAN. (Don't think I haven't FORGOTTEN.)

and also:



NEW FACE OF ROMANCE.

My standards? They have completely gone on holiday - because when I actively look forward to how awful Koishite Akuma is going to be, and yet, I rub my hands in glee in anticipation? You know I have no standards left.

There might be fic, guys. I KNOW I AM TOTALLY HORRIFIED.

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Re: the reason yamapi and maki are still (and forever) OTP in my eyes?

[cynicalism.livejournal.com]

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He finds he can't use the same excuse anymore, not during Kurosagi. Horikita is no longer just a young girl. Instead, the Kame-like voice in his head chants, but now she's just a friend, just a friend. If even that.

But it comes true over the course of filming, and somehow, he becomes afraid of losing something.

He calls her Maki-chan. And in turn, she smiles with glittering eyes and says, Yamashita-kun.

(He's afraid of losing this.)

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Filming ends and he has no excuse to see her anymore; he has her number, but has no excuse to call her. She surprises him with a call months later, as the leaves begin to fall.

Yamashita-kun, I heard about your role in Byakkotai. Congratulations! her cheerful voice echoes in his ear. It takes him a moment, but his lips curl as he replies, Oh. Thanks, Maki-chan. How are you?

They talk for hours, about school and work and this and that and he thinks that yes, he's missed this, so achingly and desperately missed this.

Ah, I have to go now. But, can you promise me something, Yamashita-kun?

Anything.

Of course.

Don't touch Meisa-chan. Please.

(And then he realizes: he's already lost.)

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forgive me, i haven't written fic in ages. i hope this little bittersweet cookie makes something better for you, though? so excited to see you soon! ♥